I need to make myself feel good!
I am so tired of struggling, stressing and feeling depressed all the time! My whole life long I've been moving from one bad situation to the next, always hoping that things will eventually get better. But they never do.
Melany is still looking for a job, and my pension has to cover all our expenses. I'm having health problems, but I cannot afford to be sick because no-one else can take care of Colleen. I have so many things that need to be done, but just don't have the strength, will or the money to do them.
I am just so damn tired!!!
Melany is still looking for a job, and my pension has to cover all our expenses. I'm having health problems, but I cannot afford to be sick because no-one else can take care of Colleen. I have so many things that need to be done, but just don't have the strength, will or the money to do them.
I am just so damn tired!!!
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I am so sorry you are going through this alone. Why can;t Melany help with Colleen for a day so you can get some well needed rest to revive you. I know this has to be so hard for you. If you don\'t get rest you will never have the strength you need and all you will do is get sicker.
Huggs and prayers to you my dear friend. I wish I could do more.
I am so sorry you are going through this alone. Why can;t Melany help with Colleen for a day so you can get some well needed rest to revive you. I know this has to be so hard for you. If you don\'t get rest you will never have the strength you need and all you will do is get sicker.
Huggs and prayers to you my dear friend. I wish I could do more.
Thank you so much for understanding! At the moment Melany has severe bladder and kidney infection. Usually she takes acre of Colleen one day per month, so I can visit my only friend in another town. But as soon as Colleen feels sick or starts crying, she panics! I often sleep during the day, because Colleen and I share a room, and I wake up as soon as Colleen needs me. Problem is that I may need to have a historectomy done, and being in hospital, away from Colleen, freaks me out! Maybe I\'m just over protective. If Melany has to take care of Colleen for a while, she will just HAVE TO!
Hope you have a good day, my friend!