I need to get back on track!!!
It's been quite a while since I have been on here. A lot of things have changed in my life over the past few months. SO lets begin...
My husband, Paul, and I are separated now and I am trying to get back to the states now. All the cheating, lies, and open relationships have finally caught up to us. We are not good together anymore, well I personally think that the open relationship ruined our marriage. But I am finally in acceptance of it.
We have been separated since October and we have been seeing other people. I have meet (11/11) an Italian man, Davide, and I have fallen in love with him. But like everything else I will lose him too :'( I wish like hell he would come to the US to live with me but he cannot because he is taking care of his sick father.
So back to the current time we have decided that it is time for me to go back home to the US and there is so much that we have to do just to get me back home. It is overwhelming and there is a lot I have to do once I get home too.
I am also still in school and that is taking big hit. I failed my classes last semester. This semester I am doing better but I am behind with my work. It is just so hard for me to stay motivated with my school work.
There just seems to be so much going on in my life now. I don't know what to do exactly.
This is enough for now. I will try yo come back more often and write in the journal, it seems to help keep my head clear.
My husband, Paul, and I are separated now and I am trying to get back to the states now. All the cheating, lies, and open relationships have finally caught up to us. We are not good together anymore, well I personally think that the open relationship ruined our marriage. But I am finally in acceptance of it.
We have been separated since October and we have been seeing other people. I have meet (11/11) an Italian man, Davide, and I have fallen in love with him. But like everything else I will lose him too :'( I wish like hell he would come to the US to live with me but he cannot because he is taking care of his sick father.
So back to the current time we have decided that it is time for me to go back home to the US and there is so much that we have to do just to get me back home. It is overwhelming and there is a lot I have to do once I get home too.
I am also still in school and that is taking big hit. I failed my classes last semester. This semester I am doing better but I am behind with my work. It is just so hard for me to stay motivated with my school work.
There just seems to be so much going on in my life now. I don't know what to do exactly.
This is enough for now. I will try yo come back more often and write in the journal, it seems to help keep my head clear.
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