i need somebody to talk too

i know i have not been on here much but i been having alot on my mind. the only good thing i have been through is i have a new nephew. he is so cute. the bad thing is he was put in the hospital last night. he is only 3 weeks old. i can't even go and see him because i have to work. the monday i came back from seeing him when he was born i hurt my back at work i am back to work know but i have alot of pain. then to find out that my couselor wants to give up on me. she wants me to ask the doctor about borderline personality disorder. i go back to the doctors on wednesday. i am having a really hard time with everything. i will be alone for valentines day. it is going to be really hard on me. well i will keep this short. please i need to talk to somebody.