I need more testosterone in my life.

I wish I still had all the numbers of the men who used to chase after me, sometimes for the wrong reasons. I wish I had their numbers so I could text them and they would be happy to hear from me and I would get some male attention. I am in need of some male attention ever since oh two days ago. It hit me! And now I'm needing it. Before I was happy being with myself and learning to love myself and not wanting men at all. I felt like I was too precious and they don't deserve to come into my world. But now, I don't know, maybe it's just a sexual thing. But I want love from a man too... WHY!?!?!?!? Not yet! It's not the right time yet! Stop! Ugh... it's not stopping...