I need help

Life has been so stressful since February. 


I had been in my relationship for 8yrs. I moved from my home in Essex to Lincolnshire with him and his mum. He was abusive, mentally and emotionally. I got to the point where I would just stare at the floor hoping his mood would pass. We were polyamorous. I met another partner while we were there. My original relationship was breaking down, i just couldn't live like it anymore. It came to a head one evening, I finally shouted back and said how I felt. He then kicked me out. 


I was lucky that I could go to my other partners home. Then lock down happened and I was stuck in Lincolnshire. As soon as it was eased I came back to Essex. My partner and I are still together, I just wanted to be near friends and family again and he understands that. 


So I stayed with friends to begin with and now I am in temporary housing. It's not too bad here, I was expecting much, much worse. I've just got to wait for the council to house me now. 


So much has happened that I'm still catching up. Ive not really had a home for so long. My stuff is spread over several houses and I have no where to call my own. I just need to settle.