I need ~ A place to STAND where I will not be trampled by the herd

Okay... so, so far, I've worked out that "care" environments are too "triggering" for me... they are basically booby-trapped from the get go for me... so a sensible choice would be a NON-care environment.

A "fun" environment would be a good idea... omg, what do I THINK is a "fun" environment... argghhh! Hmmm! Okay so maybe a "fun" environment is somewhere where people are doing what they want/like/enjoy....

I like
cycling, fitness, golf, running... purposeful action!
horses, dogs, growing & planting trees... nature & nurture!
non-fiction books... learning!
creative writing, poetry... being expressive!
crunching numbers... oooh tasty!! lol... analysing/organising!
healthy food... fuel for the body and mind!
drawing, painting, sculpting... creating unusual things!

Okay so that gives me...

Analyse &/or organise learning using purposeful action to create unusual things or fuel for the mind... (Have to leave out nature, nurture, being expressive... too close to "care" atm) So, that crunching might give me...

Librarian, admin of some sort in a non-care envt, information processing/input, data crunching, accounting...

Or, alternatively, Analyse &/or organise learning using purposeful action to create unusual things or fuel for the body...

Gym trainer, cycle shop, sports shop, healthy cafe...