I need a friend!

I am looking for a friend, either online or off. Male or female.  I am 55 yr white female, with a lot on my plate.  Health issues, in a toxic relationship, loss of loved one, last child moved out, work all the time.  I need to someone to relax and enjoy things with.  I am into jogging, eating healthy, walking, eating healthy, working, eating healthy, bowling, and did I mention eating healthy.  I love life and people but sometimes, like now, it threw me a curve ball and I need someone.  I believe we all do at some point in our lives.  Its just too much and I need to get thru it all with someone there beside me.  Thanks for reading this, hope your day is going great!  Let me know!  I love happiness, laughter and a good joke.  :)