I miss you.

Aaron,

Its been one week since I found your body.

I miss you so much, I don't know how to go on. Our house feels so empty, and our Daughter is so confused. I'm longing to hear your voice, so I fall asleep watching our home videos. I wish I could see you, even just in a dream. When I went to your funeral today, I swear I could see your chest moving, and it broke me further. The fact that I am never going to see you again has set it, and it's the hardest thing I have ever experienced. Six years was not enough. If I couldn't have had you longer, then I wish I could have met you sooner.

its your 30th birthday this Saturday. I will celebrate you, and mourn you.

I love you so much.