I Miss him

Today, I miss him...so much.  My heart hurts.  I know that this will get better and I will be able to move on just fine, but this is so hard sometimes.  We spent like 24/7 together, so to go from that to absolutely nothing... its just hard.  I wonder if I just miss having someone around.  I realize that he treated me bad and that when I was there - I only wanted out, so why does it hurt?  Love is so confusing.   This is truly what a broken heart feels like.  And I absolutely hate it.