I miss her

So, today I was on Facebook and I noticed that one of my Facebook friends had changed her relationship status to "It's Complicated" and that some people were bitching about it. She used to be my best friend. From kindergarten until fifth grade, when she moved away, she was my best friend. I'd always go to her house after school. Every day. I never failed to go there. We'd promised to keep in touch when she moved away, and we did for a while. Then the hurt of leaving a best friend wore off and I guess she got a new best friend. I don't know. I miss her, though. More than anything. All that hurt and crying I pushed away back then is coming back. It's been five years and I'm just now starting to hurt. Pathetic, no? I want to see her. We probably don't even have anything in common anymore, but I don't care. She was my best friend. I want her to come back. She did once, the summer after sixth grade. I was so nervous, I thought Georgia would have changed her, but it didn't. We were still great friends. Maybe nothing's changed since then. And maybe I just have high hopes for nothing.