I met another one of my heroes the other night

So, I waited after the show to see if I could meet All Time Low ANY of the members it didnt really matter.. & their were police officers telling us we had to go & to leave. I walks around with these two girls that I had met there. And we looked over & saw a bunch of people surrounded around someone. So we walked over there & it was Alex. I cried before I even go a chance to talk to him. I couldn't help it. When I got up to him, he REMEMBERED ME from warped tour this year. && and he asked me how I was doing & called me buddy. & he asked me what was wrong, and I told him about how I sometimes or most of the time feel like ending my life. && he said to me, ” don’t you ever think about doing anything like that again, don’t you ever try that again, I’ll be okay.” and I cried and he gave me the biggest hug. Im crying right now just writing this. I’ve been struggling. And it really helped me for him to say that to me. He’s such a sweetheart. I love him.