I may not be where I want to be, but I am where I am supposed to be

I am back from a weekend vacation to visit my baby siblings, step mom, mom and older siblings... I am exactly where I am supposed to be right now, on the stepping stone to life. I am not where I want to be, but that is only because I do not know where I want to be, so until then I am where I am supposed to be, and where I am supposed to be is not so bad I guess. Its not ideal, but when is life ever ideal? I am learning so much about myself, others, and life... I cant ask for more... Personal growth is a wonderful thing, growing in life is a wonderful thing. I am seeing life with brand new eyes, as I often do every few months, or few times a year. I am seeing what I thought were ideal life styles crumble, and what I thought were horrible life styles thrive, I get to observe and learn before making my choices in life and that is a wonderful thing. I am in a temporary spot, I need to get to where I want to be to make friends, and further in my life, but to get to where I want to be I need to further in my life... how ironic, but that is life! so I should carry on and live. Seize the day and do not say NO. It is time to act.
 
The things I am acting on
Eating healthier, no diet, just eating healthier and supplements and various things to be healthy physicaly so I can be emotionaly healthy
 
Looking in to schools and filling applications
 
Local hikes
 
Non local vaccation type hikes
 
..... introspectivley considering the concept of family, or moving out of PA..