I may have alot of pain and loneliness but I'm also very fortunate to have known each of them

The way I see what has happened to me I have been so fortunate to have known each one. I believe the Lord has given us a purpose in life and each one of my husbands had a tough life and they had a problem with there relationship with the Lord. Now my 1st husband was an athiest o is still alive and is now a christian. My 2nd husband kept saying he had  a problem with the things he had done in the past saying he couldn't be forgiven for all the things he had done. I showed him in the Bible where it said we are all forgiven for all the things we have done and to be saved all we have to do is believe our salvation is a gift from God that him letting his only son die on the cross for us forgave our sins and gave us eternal life and to believe this and accept him as our Savior (one and only) is all we have to do to be saved. Well this got him curious and he fuond us a church and like it's supposed to happen my husband lead his family to the church and taught me more than I had ever known about the bible. He loved to tell people about the Lord many people were saved through his life and death. My son's dad who was actually my 2nd husband we were just split up when he passed. He had a close personal relaionship with the Lord he called me all the time asking me questions about the Bible. Then the one I just lost. When I met him he told me he was told that he was waxed cold from God. It took a while to make him understand there was no such thing as being waxed cold and how easy it is to be saved. He was so happy he wanted to tell everybody about the Lord. Then they started asking questions so he started reading the Bible to learn the more he learned the more he wanted to know. He loved to tell people about the Lord. There's no telling how many seeds they all planted.I was fortunate enough to have been truly loved by 3 wonderful Godfearing loving men and was given the oppurtunity to help lead them to the Lord. So as much as I miss them they gave me oppurtunities I may have never had. For that I LOVE YALL FOREVER!  MICHELLE