I made it!

I made it over the hurdle yesterday!  His birthday....a day where I had always thought we were to be togehter.  Not a moment yesterday that didn't go by where I was thinking....where is he?  Did someone have a party for him?  Who is he with?  I couldn't have made it through without two really great friends,  Roseanne and Melinda.  Roseanne most specifically for her loyalness to me and our friendship; Melinda for her kindness and concern of how I was going to get through the day.I started to pray for him.....pray that God will bring him hapiness and correct his wayward ways. If not for himself, then the for the sake of those two beautiful children that he has.  I made a toast today to him and I hope that his celebration was a good one....So I'm going to go forward now...not with sadness but with hope and kindness in my heart.  I'm so blessed.....