I'm through

In August or September, my boyfriend will leave me to go to college.  He's already discussed with me that he won't make it work long distance, so I'll probably never see the kid again. I love the kid.But anyway. I've done my thinking, my complaining, and my crying, and now I'm done thinking about it. I've got a good four or five months before he runs away and I'm going to enjoy them. I'm going to see him more often, I'm going to be more open with him, I'm going to be a great girlfriend these last few months.And then it'll be over, and I'll cry, and I'll move on. I think I've come a long way these past days.