I'm stuck but so greatful

Wow things are starting to get real complicated with TX. Racing thoughts at night constantly, Restlessness-which leads to anxiety.
Prayer and meditative CD's have helped. Tonight is real bad, it frustrates me, as I choose NO OTHER MEDS to deal with this. At least for now.
With God ALL things are possible.........
CRAZY STUFF at times, I actually forgot what day it was to the point I was living in Friday with all my thoughts and plans. Nuts
Good news.......I recieved my long-term disability from my employer. God loves me, cause I don't deserve what I get and have been given
God is a God of Forgiveness.........And second chances.........How truly lucky we are.