I'm still here

I just haven't felt like journaling these past couple of days. It's been hot outside, and I've been sleeping a lot. Right now it's storming, so I don't know if I'm going to be able to post this if the power goes out. I'm kinda hungry, and I have room in my calories for ice cream, but I don't want to eat it yet. I want to see if I get hungrier and need some actual food. I need to stop eating so much rice. I made tiki masala for dinner (Indian food) and it came out good, but I made too much rice. Geo doesn't really like rice, so it was up to me to eat most of it. I think there is still some left that I will eat tomorrow. Or tonight if I don't eat the ice cream. I went to work on Friday and it was okay. I was working in Managed Care, and making appointments. I'm just getting used to working and it's routine now. I don't want to go in... it's not like last year when I wanted to go into work every day. Now I don't want to go. I'm also running out of meds and I don't have the money to see my doctor *and* get more meds. I wonder if I can talk him into sending a script to the pharmacy and letting me get them, and then see him later next month. I hope so. I was so bad with money this month, getting stuff that I didn't need. Some stuff I did need, but most of it was just junk (or fast food). I've been doing okay overall... a bit depressed I think, but other than that I'm okay.