I'm sorry Uncle

I know i've let you down. I know I have and im so sorry
"never let anyone treat you badly because you deserve to be someones world" 
I always wanted to live up to that but I cant..
"Do what your heart tells you to do because you are strong enough to make it happen" 
But i'm not because i cant make it out of this pain
"Follow your dreams because if anyone in this family has a chance its you"
I Havent written since ive been with him...
"Know that you are loved for everything you are"
I dont feel anymore love...I dont feel alot of things..
I want to go home but failure is not an option I have to make you guys proud. And prove im not just a lost cause...