Dear All, I am sorry for not being around for a while.I know there's no excuse for that.But i haven't forgotten you at all!I will always look back this way because I owe you a lot where I am this point.I wouldn't say I am perfectly alright,I'll just say I am still moving on.It's been more than a year now since my brother commited suicide. God know's still hurts! Our life has never been the same and will never be I think. But as I'v said life has to move on and that's what i'm trying my best to do.As for you all... I hope you remain strong as for some...it will be a long journey to really get over this feeling of sadness!Many thanks for understanding!