I'm so upset, I can't even write.

I can feel my son's rejection constantly.  I got divorced a long time ago because my exhusband was abusing my son emotionally and physically.  Now it seems that I am the soccer of the family.  Since I'm disabled I'm the one that takes care of everybody.  I don't mind doing it, but I don't want to be mistreated either.  My mother has always spoiled my son to death and I adore my son, but he  doesn't seem to care about me at all.  His father has never taking care of him.  Now that he graduated from the university with honors and has found a very good job, he seems to adore him.  They are always going out together and my son doesn't like to go out with me at all.  My son has suffered from depression and anxiety, but now he is under control.  When I talk to him, he doesn't seem to care.  My mother is diabetic and has a pacemaker and I adore her, but she is not fair with me at all.  I take her to see all her doctors and every time she's been in the hospital, I'm the one that takes care of her, since my two sisters have their own life to live and are usually working.  Every time I try to talk to my son, my mother gets upset with me.  He doesn't give us any money fo r house expenses or anything else.  When I help people I do it like if I was working for the Lord, but I'm getting tired of being mistreated.  I have a pain in the middle of my chest that doesn't go away. I'm very angry!  I always ask the Lord to help me through trials, but this one doesn't seem to go away.  Please pray for me and my family, so they can see how much they are hurting me.  Blessings, Hugs and Kisses, Ivonne.