I'm so sorry.......
I'm so sorry I haven't written in such a long time. A lot has happened in the past few months. I'll try to fill everyone in. I n january I slipped on the ice at work and completely tore my Labrum in my shoulder . I have been out of work for almost 3 months. I had surgery on March 18. That was insane. I have never had surgery before in my life so I was a bit scared. I had Lindsey by my side and my best friend in the whole world came up from OKC to be by my side as well. I could not have asked to more special women in my life for comfort and support. Love you girls. The recovery process is still going on but at least I am out of my sling and back at work. I may only be answering phone and doing light typing but my boss kept calling me asking when I was coming back and that they really missed and needed me. That felt really nice. Last thursday was my first day back. I am so relieved. If I had to spend one more day in that house I was going to scream. I felt like I was a prisoner. I stared at my car in the driveway those long months crying inside. I felt like I was in prison. Life is good now. I just love my job and look forward to going to work every day. Is that strange? It's healing slowly and still aches in the bone but I am managing just fine. What could possibly happen to me while lindsey is taking care of me (even though I can be an ass). She's the best anyone could ever hope for. Love you baby!
Treatment is going well. I am having some stomache issues and I have really seen my appetite go down the shitter. I am taking my meds each day still. I will not give up. I have no more hair around my belly button and my headaches are getting worse. I fell like I have been run over, the truck backed up over me and ran over me again. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with my shoulder but I still ache everywhere. I am trying to spend as much time as possible with my son, Gabe. It helps me cope with everything that I am going through. I am tired of the meds and sides but I am over halfway and will beat this. I am still at a 0 and Doc keeps telling me that my blood work looks great. I like him so much. He has always shot straight with me and he actually cares about his patients. Thats rare these days.
This weekend Gabe, Lindsey and I are going to be celebrating my birthday with family and friends. I am really looking forward to that. Gabe and I are going on his very first campout the 14th. He;s very excited. I am glad he is following my foot steps with the scouts. He's making me so proud. GO GABE!!
Everythign else is......going. Iam sorry I am a slacker when it comes to writting in my journal. I have been either laid up with sides or destroying myself one day at a time. I need to start wearing some football pads or something.
Love you all
John
Treatment is going well. I am having some stomache issues and I have really seen my appetite go down the shitter. I am taking my meds each day still. I will not give up. I have no more hair around my belly button and my headaches are getting worse. I fell like I have been run over, the truck backed up over me and ran over me again. I'm sure a lot of it has to do with my shoulder but I still ache everywhere. I am trying to spend as much time as possible with my son, Gabe. It helps me cope with everything that I am going through. I am tired of the meds and sides but I am over halfway and will beat this. I am still at a 0 and Doc keeps telling me that my blood work looks great. I like him so much. He has always shot straight with me and he actually cares about his patients. Thats rare these days.
This weekend Gabe, Lindsey and I are going to be celebrating my birthday with family and friends. I am really looking forward to that. Gabe and I are going on his very first campout the 14th. He;s very excited. I am glad he is following my foot steps with the scouts. He's making me so proud. GO GABE!!
Everythign else is......going. Iam sorry I am a slacker when it comes to writting in my journal. I have been either laid up with sides or destroying myself one day at a time. I need to start wearing some football pads or something.
Love you all
John
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