I'm so fucked up . . .
What the hell am I doing right?
nothing
Nothing is working
The only person in my life distrusts me
I am no longer here
This profound black condition is come over me
a blanket of unending sadness
I'm lost
alone
. . and I'm so sad
To fight may be fatal
But I'm invisible
and no one cares if I even exist
nothing
Nothing is working
The only person in my life distrusts me
I am no longer here
This profound black condition is come over me
a blanket of unending sadness
I'm lost
alone
. . and I'm so sad
To fight may be fatal
But I'm invisible
and no one cares if I even exist
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Don\'t patronize me
I won\'t believe you
but I\'m all alone
Your brain lies to you.
How many times have I felt that just to find out I was wrong?
My SO distrusts me as well. This is huge. It screws with everything. My SO is unforgiving and she will tell you so. Why do I punish myself? you tell me.