I\'m So Frustrated, and Tired of Everything....

Today I feel so LOST... I don't know which Way to Turn. I wanted to Believe EVERYTHING He said about what He does Online.... and for a LONG TIME I have Believed Him.BUT Now, I know the Truth ! NOW What do I do ? I wish I knew.IF I confront Him, then I face His RAGE too.... I'm sure about that. He's done that before when I've confronted Him with the Truth of Something He's done WRONG ! Instead of facing up to what He's done, He'll do His Very Best to TRY to turn it around on ME, and make it seem like somehow I'M THE ONE AT FAULT ! I'm positive that IF I confront Him about this, that that'll be the Result ! BUT... Keeping Quiet is NOT EASY ! I have a Feeling that even IF I keep Quiet, that as soon as He truly looks into My Eyes once He's Home later, that He'll know something is Wrong. When He asks Me... " What's Wrong ? "I don't know what I'll say.Do I tell Him the Truth and Face Him possibly getting ANGRY at Me for confronting Him with what He's been doing ?! OR do I LIE, and say that " NOTHING'S WRONG ! " ?I HATE THIS.... THAT'S FOR SURE ! I DON'T DESERVE THIS.... AND I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO BE FORCED TO FACE THIS !IT SHOULD NOT EVEN BE HAPPENING TO ME ! WHY couldn't He have just KEPT HIS WORD to ME, INSTEAD ????!!!! Is it really THAT HARD for Him to be Truthful to Me ? I guess it is..... This Last Time I took Him back... AGAIN... He SWORE TO ME... ' NO MORE LIES ! ' .... BUT HERE WE ARE AGAIN !!!! Maybe I should have Listened to Everyone that said..... " Once a LIAR... ALWAYS A LIAR ! "PLUS, in His Case... the Other Saying possibly applies too, " ONCE A CHEATER.... ALWAYS A CHEATER ! "As IF dealing with His UNPREDICTABLE RAGE.... UNPREDICTABLE MOODS... wasn't enough ! NOW... I'm forced to deal with THIS, ALSO !