I'm ready...

I've decided it's time for me to stop sitting around and feeling sad. I'm proud of who I am and I want something more than I have already. The new school term is starting tomorrow and this one is going to be different. I'm not going to hide who i am anymore and I'm not going to pretend to be someone that I'm not just becasue I'm scared of being judged by people that I don't even care about. I'm not scared anymore, I'm just fed up of feeling so supressed. I'm going back with a new attitude, I'm going to really get to know people and let them get to know me because I don't care what the think of me anymore. I am surrounded by amazing friends who will stick by me no matter what others think so what do I have to loose? The respect of a few people who I don't respect myself?
This term is going to be different and I am going to be different.
What else do I want? Well it sounds cheesy but i want to be in love... I've spent so much time wanting a girl who couldn't be more straight if she was a ruler but I'm past that now and I'm ready to move on. I want a girlfriend and I'm not just going to sit around waiting for one to turn up. I'm going to make things happen! Next valentines day i will be buying flowers for a beautiful girl :)