I\'m now crazy

I just wrote an email and thought it would be good to post it in my journal.  This is what's happening with me lately.  I grew up with the whole, "Don't air your dirty laundry". I lived by that and have raised my kids by that saying. Now I find that I could be anywhere, at the bank, work, nail salon, grocery store and I'm telling people my problems. What is going on with me? I never ever do that. Never. And here I am, one of those wierd people who tell anyone who'll listen that my husband molested my daughter. When the conversation is over I think, "What in the hell was I thinking"? I've turned in to a crazy person. What is going on with me? People have always come to me for help and advice and strength. Now I just blow up at people and say, "things could be worse you know, if that's your only problem then you are good to go so shut up and count your blessings". God, what happened to me? Who am I? Do you ever feel that way? Will I go back to who I was? Will I have to move away someday because I'll be labeled the crazy lady who lives down the lane?