I'm not letting it win. The disease will not overcome me. I will overcome it.

I am going to spend Christmas eve, listening to my church chior sing for the first time, and I am happy, we will arrange pick up for you when you would like to come christms morning because my friends have a long road to travel so I may meet my gay minister, listen to him speak about love in such a beautifly put way, we all accepted the things we cannot change, have the courage to face the things we are, And have the insight to go on living. No matter what now. And be happy!
 
What other choice do I have now? I live.