I'm not good at acting

I do my very best not to look or act sick a great deal of the time.  It works well most of the time.     Sometimes it does not. I can not always act as if I do not have any physical challenges.  I can not act as if my brain is not sending incorrect electrical or chemical signals.   I can't guarantee that you will not be the the person that innocently hits the trigger that is the last straw for me that day.
I have shared more than I wanted to about all of my challenges.  It was extremley difficult with my family.  I am still paying for it. It was more important to me that the next generation would recognize any problems without needing to do all of the research I already have.  It's already done a great deal of good.  So it has been worth it to be entirely honest.