I'm new here, but I think I need to stay awhile....

I've been trained to smile & wave. I can't blame my mom, she's old. And, iam am trying to be a good adult. That's how I excuse my father!

It is what is..... I can accept that!

Today iam reaching for hope & a prayer for a new start.

A new begin,  life and redefining love. Oh and I want happiness!!

I want to be everything he says iam not or was!

In truth I was just before I met him, I was just me.  I've been thru more than he could ever handle. 

So I will........ I will become the better version of me, I had been becoming. Free and independent....

Hope he remembers me... I think I lost myself along the way! 

Didn't Mean too but, sooooo much has happened over the years!!!

You know the good, the bad and the ugly!