I'm new here :)

Hi, my name is Hailey. This is my first post on here. I am 13 years old and I have been struggling with depression for about 2 years now. It was getting to the point where I was scared for what I was going to do to myself. So, I reached out. I told my mom about 30 minutes ago. And let me tell you, It was the best feeling of relief I've felt in a long time. It was a super hard thing to start but, it felt really nice to pour my heart out. So now I'm going to start going to thearapy and hopefully, I can get a little bit stable again. But I also deal with really bad anxiety and I get really bad panic attacks a lot. I also deal with some sort of scizophrena I'm pretty sure. I've been having these horrible nightmeres and really bad voices in my head telling me to do really bad things. I'm trying to get better. But I've fell off a couple times with drugs and such. I'm still currently struggling with self harm as well, butI'm trying my best to make the most out of it. I hope I can start this journey to recovery with you guys and maybe make a couple friends along the way.