I'm Miserable

I really am pretty damn miserable. I hate going to school and dealing with stuck up clients, instructors and students.
I hate being there. I really really do. But I'm about to graduate in a couple months, but the closer I get the harder it is to keep going. I get anxiety attacks on a weekly basis and get depressed really often. I have this thought in my head that everyone there hates me. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it.
I try so hard to be positive but all day all I can do is count the hours until I'm out of there. Just thinking about going to school or doing school work is giving me anxiety. 
I forgot how to love myself. I used to not care what other people thought or what they said about me. But right now I can't seem to do that. It's true though, you have to fake it till you make it but it's so damn hard to fake it. 
I don't know what to do. I feel so alone. I just want to be happy again.