I'm Homeless
It just dawned on me but I am. Sort of. After almost a month of living in constant battle with him, I decided to stay at a friend's for a while. And I realized I have no home of my own. I have no safe place where he can never tell me to leave. I know I'm not innocent here, it's my fault too that things haven't worked out. I'm just exhausted and confused about what to do. Where do I go from here? I feel like I'm gonna end up going back to his place as soon as he asks me to. It's been four days since I left. And I'm really starting to miss him. I'm missing being near him, touching him and living by his side. Maybe I can stay here long enough that those feelings will pass and I'll begin to see that who he is is not what I want. I have a lot of regret for moving in with him a month ago. I knew I would end up here, why wasn't I able to get my own place? Did I really thing it would work this time?
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You do need to make a better plan , but it seems you haven\'t the resolve to carry it through anyhow. when we share so many emotions with someone it bonds us together in many ways forever. It\'s so hard to make that parting of the ways and feels so much like trauma to us. good luck and dont give up whatever you decide.
I\'ve come a long way, but I am still working on letting go. I\'ve made the physical separation, now I need to stop giving him time in my heart and my mind. Thank you for your words.