I'M HOME HERE AT DS.
I'M STARTING TO HAVE A LOT OF BUILD-UP OF SHIT ON MY MIND, AND I FEEL THAT THE SAFEST PLACE FOR ME TO FULLY EXPRESS THE PSYCHOTIC SHIT IN MY BRAIN IS HERE ON DAILY STRENGTH. MY JOURNAL ON DS IS MY OWN PERSONAL PSYCHE WARD WHERE I CAN SAFELY EXPRESS MYSELF AND NO ONE WILL BE ALARMED OR OFFENDED TO THE POINT WHERE I END UP IN A REAL PSYCHE WARD...TRUST ME, IT'S HAPPENED.LOL.
ANYWAY, THIS IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED FOR MY ALTER EGO OF GZUStHUG, AND I'VE LEARNED, THE HARD WAY, THAT THIS IS THE SAFEST PLACE TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS, YOU KNOW, MY "INNER MONOLOGUE," WITHOUT REAL LIFE CONSEQUENCES OR HARASSMENT THAT CAN COME ON FACEBOOK OR TWITTER.
I LOVE DS. IT IS BY FAR THE BEST BLOG SIGHT FOR MENTAL HEALTH IN MY PROFESSIONAL OPINION AND I PLAN ON UTILIZING IT FULLY TO CLEAR MY HEAD, AND DOCUMENT VISIONS THE LORD HAS SHOWN ME, OR JUST FLUSH OUT DILUSIONS THAT HAVE BEEN NESTING IN MY BRAIN DRIVING ME BAT SHIT CRAZY IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
IT'S GOING TO TAKE ME A LITTLE BIT TO GET BACK IN THE SWING OF THINGS HERE, AND ORGANIZE MY THOUGHTS AND GET USE TO SERIOUSLY WRITING AGAIN. I USE TO LOVE WRITING, AND I HOPE I GET THE BUG FOR IT AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW THERE IS A LOT INSIDE OF ME THAT I HAVE TO GET OUT TO STAY SAIN AND NOT HAVE ANOTHER MAJOR FUCK UP IN MY LIFE BECAUSE OF MY THOUGHT LIFE OR ALTER EGO. IF I CAN KEEP GZUStHUG ON THIS BLOG SITE, THEN I CAN KEEP ROBERT BISHOP ARDEN IN REALITY AND THE TWO WILL NEVER HAVE TO MEET AGAIN. I'M NOT A RAPPER, I'M A WRITER, BUT SOMEONE I IDENTIFY ALOT WITH IS MARSHAL MATHERS AKA EMENIM AKA SLIM SHADY ONLY I CAN'T RYHME A LICK AND HE IS COOL AS HELL, AND IM JUST A PSYCHOTIC LOWLIFE PIECE A SHIT SCUMBAG SINNER WHO LOVES JESUS AND MY IMMIDIATE FAMILY WHICH INCLUDES MY WIFE, MY KIDS, MY SIS, AND MY MOM.
WELL, AS MY MAN FORREST GUMP WOULD SAY,...THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.
STAY TUNED FOLKS...MORE TO COME IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
ANYWAY, THIS IS WHERE IT ALL STARTED FOR MY ALTER EGO OF GZUStHUG, AND I'VE LEARNED, THE HARD WAY, THAT THIS IS THE SAFEST PLACE TO EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS, YOU KNOW, MY "INNER MONOLOGUE," WITHOUT REAL LIFE CONSEQUENCES OR HARASSMENT THAT CAN COME ON FACEBOOK OR TWITTER.
I LOVE DS. IT IS BY FAR THE BEST BLOG SIGHT FOR MENTAL HEALTH IN MY PROFESSIONAL OPINION AND I PLAN ON UTILIZING IT FULLY TO CLEAR MY HEAD, AND DOCUMENT VISIONS THE LORD HAS SHOWN ME, OR JUST FLUSH OUT DILUSIONS THAT HAVE BEEN NESTING IN MY BRAIN DRIVING ME BAT SHIT CRAZY IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
IT'S GOING TO TAKE ME A LITTLE BIT TO GET BACK IN THE SWING OF THINGS HERE, AND ORGANIZE MY THOUGHTS AND GET USE TO SERIOUSLY WRITING AGAIN. I USE TO LOVE WRITING, AND I HOPE I GET THE BUG FOR IT AGAIN BECAUSE I KNOW THERE IS A LOT INSIDE OF ME THAT I HAVE TO GET OUT TO STAY SAIN AND NOT HAVE ANOTHER MAJOR FUCK UP IN MY LIFE BECAUSE OF MY THOUGHT LIFE OR ALTER EGO. IF I CAN KEEP GZUStHUG ON THIS BLOG SITE, THEN I CAN KEEP ROBERT BISHOP ARDEN IN REALITY AND THE TWO WILL NEVER HAVE TO MEET AGAIN. I'M NOT A RAPPER, I'M A WRITER, BUT SOMEONE I IDENTIFY ALOT WITH IS MARSHAL MATHERS AKA EMENIM AKA SLIM SHADY ONLY I CAN'T RYHME A LICK AND HE IS COOL AS HELL, AND IM JUST A PSYCHOTIC LOWLIFE PIECE A SHIT SCUMBAG SINNER WHO LOVES JESUS AND MY IMMIDIATE FAMILY WHICH INCLUDES MY WIFE, MY KIDS, MY SIS, AND MY MOM.
WELL, AS MY MAN FORREST GUMP WOULD SAY,...THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT THAT.
STAY TUNED FOLKS...MORE TO COME IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
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