Yep. I am still here. I made it for 3 weeks now sober. Actually I don't remember a lot about the last three weeks except that they were not a great deal of fun. I am doing my best to just try to take things a few minutes at a time and deal with things as they come up. I was sitting here remembering when I very first got sober. This point in sobriety was the time when I had the worst trouble. I could never seem to get through that first month without relapsing and going back out. Then when I managed to get through the first month it became a problem getting over the 90 day point. Not sure why I thought of that. Just rambling I guess.