i'm gonna explode!!!!!!!

i'm gonna explode!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so fucking stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i' m not happy at my job at the school.....well that's not true.....i like my job, i like what i do, but what i HATE are the situations, how the people i work with are disorganized, how dumb my supervisor is and how rude these people are.....i am put in situations that i SHOULDN'T be put in and i am crying for the SECOND day in a row because of the stress.....i seriously feel like i am going to explode......i want to crawl into bed and stay there and just cry my eyes out.....i have a family party for my grandpa's birthday tomorrow so that's good.....i wanna self injure because i keep thinking about everything and i wanna focus on something else but i can't do that.....i can;t handle this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!