I'm fine really....
hi all... yes i'm back... but yes all is good.... it's been a while since I've been here... Guess I got busy and life just got in the way..... We've had an interesting year for sure....
let's see now... first off... I've finished with the radiation... gone for my checkup with regards to the cancer.... had new mammogram... (that was fun)... and oh yeah... the dreaded colonoscopy... that was even more fun.... but now my doc tells me I have a lovely colon... (such a compliment)... This was the same doc that did my lumpectomy wow... I think I've bonded with him now..... (he has seen more of me than I would wish anyone would ever see.).... He really knows me better than I know myself... at least the physical self.
Anyways the good news is that I appear to be well... Feeling much better... finally have my energy level up. Also it feels good to be able to breath without feeling breathless. My understanding is that it was the radiation or damage to my lungs from the radiation... yey me.... feeling better now.... Can walk a distance without feeling like death...
Interesting thing... on april 25th... am going back to the cancer center with a friend... seems like she may have a reoccurring cancer.... OHHHHH I really am uncomfortable about being there while she gets a diagnosis.... I'm scared of that whole idea... Yes call me coward. I know that with me what was important was having my hubby there.... Well her hubby is going to be there and I'm thinking this should be a private moment ... however if she wants me there... (she asked)... then I'm going... Good God, I hope all is well with her.... Just makes me think more about life and death though.... but ya gotta live every day till ya die... I'll certainly try my best to do whatever it takes for her.... Love her... she's been my very best friend for years... We both had cancer at the same time...her lung and me breat.... maybe that's why i'm slightly uncomfortable and not sure of how to proceed thinking of the why's.... What is it? Guilt maybe cuz I'm doing so well... and she may not be.... Anyways... please keep my buddy in your thoughts and prayers.... just an extra prayer or 2 would/could work miracles...
let's see now... first off... I've finished with the radiation... gone for my checkup with regards to the cancer.... had new mammogram... (that was fun)... and oh yeah... the dreaded colonoscopy... that was even more fun.... but now my doc tells me I have a lovely colon... (such a compliment)... This was the same doc that did my lumpectomy wow... I think I've bonded with him now..... (he has seen more of me than I would wish anyone would ever see.).... He really knows me better than I know myself... at least the physical self.
Anyways the good news is that I appear to be well... Feeling much better... finally have my energy level up. Also it feels good to be able to breath without feeling breathless. My understanding is that it was the radiation or damage to my lungs from the radiation... yey me.... feeling better now.... Can walk a distance without feeling like death...
Interesting thing... on april 25th... am going back to the cancer center with a friend... seems like she may have a reoccurring cancer.... OHHHHH I really am uncomfortable about being there while she gets a diagnosis.... I'm scared of that whole idea... Yes call me coward. I know that with me what was important was having my hubby there.... Well her hubby is going to be there and I'm thinking this should be a private moment ... however if she wants me there... (she asked)... then I'm going... Good God, I hope all is well with her.... Just makes me think more about life and death though.... but ya gotta live every day till ya die... I'll certainly try my best to do whatever it takes for her.... Love her... she's been my very best friend for years... We both had cancer at the same time...her lung and me breat.... maybe that's why i'm slightly uncomfortable and not sure of how to proceed thinking of the why's.... What is it? Guilt maybe cuz I'm doing so well... and she may not be.... Anyways... please keep my buddy in your thoughts and prayers.... just an extra prayer or 2 would/could work miracles...
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