I\'m feeling a little better each day as i work on myself

Painful, I feel sad a lot, i feel alone with my son, but i'm working on me now and i'm starting to feel stronger and I can at least see hope in brighter days ahead. My son helps me a lot, he is by my side when i'm having difficult days, and he gives me a lot of emotional support, last night he laid in my bed so i could fall asleep, usually he will wait till i'm asleep and go but last night i guess he fell asleep too because when i woke up he was still there. If i ask him what he's doing he comes running out and says not much what are you doing? What do you want to do mom? He is making sure I dont spiral into oblivion and he is being my strength. So now when i'm lonely, he stays by my side, and I think im feeling better because i think i realize, i dont need a family, or even friends to fulfill my heart. I can rely on myself and my son and we have been making plans to do some things as soon as school is out, just the two of us. WE are going to drive to Arizona and go tubing on the salt river, go to the water park, they have a huge one there, and when we come back we are going on a camping trip together. We are going to do things together and strengthen our relationship. We have been talking a lot and we both feel like we are different from everyone else, but we are glad of that because as long as we know each other well, it wont matter if others dont understand us, as long as we understand each other. Anyhow, i'm just having a decent couple of days now, and i am hoping my life stays simple and i can be ok, just for today!!!