I\'m better now....

I'm all right today.  Shane was well behaved at school and he's been very sweet all day.  Telling me what a great MOM I am.  I don't feel like a great Mom.  Easter is upon me and I'm excited to see my family members.  It sucks at the same time because my Dad is not here.  But I know he will be at my house in spirit.  I miss him so much.  If you have ever experienced the death of a parent the world is truly altered.  I will never be the same.   But for today I'm in good spirits.  I cleaned and rearranged things.  Everyone should rearrange things in there home.  It is such a good feeling.  I love the way the playroom looks.  I hung some pictures too.  It looks really nice.  I love having a clean house.  It's a control thing.  If I can't control certain things.  Then at least I can control my surroundings.  I have loads of cooking to do.  But for now I'm exhausted and glad I don't have to wake up super early tomorrow. HAPPY EASTER, HAPPY PASSOVER AND SPRING BREAK :))))))))