I'm back and trying to get a clearer picture

 I haven't been on the site since Feb which definitely was not my intention. My depression and loneliness was getting the  better of me. I just kind of stepped out of all the things I was normally doing and did nothing including the site..which sucked cause that's when I could have really used the support I needed. I'm feeling a lot better now..it seems my therapist is getting to the root of my depression which is some trauma we haven't yet discussed  and I buried away for years in my brain. He thinks talking about it will help...I'm not so sure.. I'm really nervous.