I\'m back

Well....as much as I hate to admit it, it was much better going to work each day!  It was a long day today and I find myself not really knowing what to do with myself.  I have lots of things that I could do but zero motivation!  Hopefully as the weather starts to change....that will change for me too.I'm trying so hard to keep myself busy but find myself thinking of the past and of a future that will never be.  Probably because the summer is fast approaching and the summer was always a fun time with T.  I hope that I can recapture that again....I'm praying a lot these days.  Lauren tells me to always have faith in God because he is a sure thing so that is what I'm trying so hard to do......