I\'m back
Got back from St.Louis Wednesday had a good time Rebecca was so excited you could see it in her eyes.We went to Six Flags when we got there it was so humid Rebecca and I went to the water park Mike and Ashli went to ride Batman.We rode a few rides but I'm not much up to riding rides I found out Rebecca isn't either.It was a very long and hot day.Went to Holiday Inn Rebecca and I went to the pool I went straight to the spa it felt so good.We ate out everyday it gets expensive to eat out we went to AppleBee's and it was 60 dollars.We went to the Arch the water was still on some of the steps it didn't stop any business.We didn't go up Rebecca was a little afraid I can remember when I went up it I about wet myself.Anyway mini vacation.Need to clean house had a Dr.'s appt this morning didn't help but will stay on medication.On the way home I went to the cematary cleaned Justin's headstone his is flat so it gets really dirty.Took a little chair and sat there in slience then I said a pray to God for help I can't do this alone.Talked to Justin about memories that I remember.I'm sure some people think I'm a little crazy when they see me out there talking to the sky but who cares.We had a pretty good 4th missed Justin alot he was due on that day but had him June 30.To all who has sent me messages and hugs thank you I'll get caught up on everyones journel soon.Peace to all,big hugs.jfm24,Vicki
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Vicki...I am glad you had a good time...I bet it WAS hot at Six Flags. I would not worry about what people think about your visit with Justin...few understand...take care of yourself...love and hugs...Karen
Hey Vicki! Glad you had a good time with the kids. There\'s a Six Flags in Ga that is about 2 hours from my house, I haven\'t been in several years. I\'m a BIG scaredy cat when it comes to roller coasters !!! I didn\'t used to be though, maybe that\'s what happens when you get older! Thanks for the comment on my journal. You and I do feel and think alot alike about our Justins. I\'m just so lost without him. I do kinda okay around other people, but as soon as I\'m alone, I want him back soooo much.I guess the company of others just takes your mind off it for a while.
Justin\'s son Zachary is a blessing, but it\'s also bittersweet because he is Justin made over in every way.I hope today is a good day for you. Hugs to you, and take care.
Love, Kelly
You are right..who cares if anyone thinks we\'re crazy! I am talking to \"empty\" air all the time. I am glad you got away for a bit. Ginger
Glad you took alittle vacation with your daughter. I went to St. Louis many years ago with my folks and we took the ride up to the top of the arch. I am scared of heights and was a little hesitant to go up, but I did and it wasn\'t that bad. We have a Six Flags near us, but haven\'t visited it yet. I stick to the more docile rides like the Merry-go-round. There is nothing wrong with going to the cemetary and praying. Who cares what other people think. You went there to pray and be with your son and to find some comfort. God bless!:0)
That mini vacation sounds like it was good for you. I think sitting and talking to Justin and to God is a wonderful way of being close to him and who cares what others may think, it works for you and others do not walk in your shoes. luv and Hugs