I’m at my lowest

Hello,

So I will start off by saying that at a very young age I substituted foot fetish porn in my life to try to get me by without having sex. For years I hid how bad it truly was from my family, my friends and now my wife. I NEED HELP!!!! I live in the DMV area in Maryland and I just do not have an idea where to go or how to even go about it. I’ve lied to my wife and took advantage of her. I’ve been so sick to my stomach but I need to improve and try to be a better version of myself. This foot fetish porn addiction ruined my life and caused me to cheat on my wife. I need to beat this addiction but I can’t do it alone. I need help.