I'm alive and doing well... and have been thinking of you all!

Life happens and before you know it months and sometimes years go by... after february I began nesting and working on the house.  Got so busy, and stopped going on the computer. After Ryker was born, we lost our computer for a couple of months...  Been slowly catching up on everyones journal entries.  So many new little ones on the way and waiting for more news to come from others.  I had to come back and let everyone know that all went well with my pregnancy.  We waited to find out if we were having a boy or girl, which drove lots of people crazy... oh well...Also had a wonderful midwife, so I was able to have my babe at home; actually outside in a birthing tub, aug 25th at 5:43pm.  Soooo painful, but so wonderful!  As soon as they put him in my arms, after I told my hubby I loved him I said "I want to do it again!"  He thought I was crazy! LOL! We do want to try again, but for now I'm just luvin on my adorable son.Been nursing him, but going to pump so dad has a chance to feed him.  Nursing is lots of work; quite a commitment if one is to succeed sometimes.  I love it though.  It's amazing that I am actually a mommy now!!  Still have nightmares that I've lost him!  Well, I'm going to continue to read and catch up with everyones' lives...love to all!