I\'m actually feeling better

It's funny Shane has been getting really bad reports from school, yet I am unscaved at this point it bothers me, but not to the extent it used to.  "Freedom" My weight is getting better and better.  I am determine to be a size 8 again or lower.  I'm this close.    I'm still sleepy from time to time.  But this time I allow myself the time to take a nap instead of eat for no reason.  I am also conscience eating now.  As opposed to staring at the TV and shoving.  It's amazing how much more I eat when I'm not paying attention.  No more of that.  I just bought a Ed Hardy Tee Shirt.  It's so cute...but it's a large and it's tight on me.  Today it's a little tight so I know I'm on the right track.  I feel secure in my children's ability and that's a great feeling even though it's going to be a long road for the teachers.  I feel and I KNOW they are going to all right.