I LOVE YOU SO.
Hey My Baby Girl;I so love you and miss you. I just got home from your graveside. I just wanted to be next to you. I started off talking and then all I could do was cry. Daddy and Ray went to see a movie and dinner. The night before the car accident you and me went out for Mom and Mandi Night. We laughed and talked so much that We carried our food home. I remember a lot of the things We talked about. If I knew that it was going to be our last outing. I would have made it so special. I went over Chris and Tomi's house. Dylan was playing and pulling your Daddy around. Tomi looked over at me and said, " I wish Mandi was here." I just started crying. I wish you were here too. I have had you on my mind so much. I heard a song that you liked (Red Rag Top) and the tears just flow. I woke up the other night hollering for you. It hurt so much. I walked in your room and just sat on your bed. I miss Papaw too. It has almost been a year since he went to live in Heaven. Our family has gone through a lot of changes. Some good, some not so good. You and Papaw were the glue that held everyone together. I LOVE YOU *MY ANGEL MANDI* Hugs and kisses. I love you, Mom
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She still lingers here-- shelia. And hears your cries.
Just know how happy she is in heaven, and how much it hurts her to see you greive.
Isnt life funny, almost as if we subconsiously know, we are about to pass? the night before, you were able to spend such a wonderful evening together, and talk about so much.
I know we all wish there were things we had said, and things left undone-- but she knows. SHE KNOWS how much you loved her.. and sees your greiving heart!
She would want you to be happy more than anything shelia! I am so sad to see you like this-- and wish I could walk next door and give you a giant hug.. but since I cant, I can offer my best gift.. prayer. Prayer, that evil stops making you feel sad, and lonely, and can see just how happy she is, and will be waiting at heavens gate for you!
I love you sheila. I am ALWAYS here for you!!