I lost it!

I blew my top last night!  He came home and went on and on because I only took 2 steaks out of the freezer instead of 4.  Good grief,  2 steaks should be enough for 2 people.  I only eat a small piece.  Anyway, it was the straw that broke the camel's back and I flipped out.  I told him I I've had it!!! I told him not to even talk to me or come near me.  I started doing dishes and he came up behind me and tried being nice.  I said forget it! Don't even try it!  He pretty much backed off.  He did his usual nit picking and went to bed @ 7:30 (Thank God!).  It is so hard being in limbo.  I am leaving in 4 months, however, this living in between sucks.  Sometimes I wish I could just get it over with now.  I guess I need to just focus on working my plan.

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Glad you have a plan that you are working on. I remember the nit picking. I used to unerve me. He would go on and on and on questioning something I did that did meet his requirements. He would question me til I was completely worn out and I couldnt take it anymore. It was so tiring. Hang in there and glad you stood up for yourself.