I let go for now

I can't explain it. Why I can't let this man go. So, today I decided to just let go for now. To just out of crazy town for the moment. To just consider it a mental health break and stop trying to figure things out all the time. To just stop. Until April 1st. I can save up a huge selection of things I need to say to him. I bought a journal and put it in my purse for letter writings to him if need me. I can also use my journal here for that. In the meantime, I blocked every number he can call from. There will be no more talking until the fog lifts fully.