I Know Why I Like this Girl that I Like
She reminds me of my brother who passed away of colon cancer...in female form, 20 years younger, when he was happier and healthier. I'm debating whether I should tell her this. I don't want to creep her out, but she too lost her father to cancer (lymphoma) when she was 8, and I think I remind her of her father. This is definitely a deeper attachment than sex or even romance, and I really think it's God and my brother's intervention. He knows I miss him, so he's guiding me toward another like him. What to do about this is another matter...I guess be friends with her! I think, if I told her this, she would trust me as a guy who doesn't just want to get into her pants, even though she has a beautiful body...it goes deeper than that.
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