I know I'm annoying
I think everyone I complain to is tired of hearing me complain. But it's not like any of them suffer from anxiety on my level either so maybe they just don't get it! I just feel so anxious today I'm not sure wat to do.like I just feel like I'm gonna explode or something....or idk nothing is gonna happen idk. My mind is just driving me crazy and my body feels so weird. I been trying to distract myself all day but now I'm just like done. I can't eat so I feel even worse. I'm stupid. I shoulda forced myself to eat earlier. -_- and I'm so alone today. I just wish I could get up and push all this bullshit aside and live. I'm so tired of wasting my life worrying and being so afraid! What am I afraid of really!? Seriously. Like I have so much going for me. And such amazing people in my life and yet I can't just live. It breaks my heart
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I can soooo relate to what you have said here. Feeling down about yourself...the ability NOT to enjoy life when you have soo much going for you, forcing yourself to eat...and pushing all the bullshit aside...wow...I am soooo on the same page hon.
Dont be hard on yourself hon, your not stupid...its just hard to cope at times with all the pain that exists in this world. We deserve so much better huh?
Ive been trying to find the missing link myself as to how to really enjoy life again...if I find it..i\'ll let ya know...you too huh? ;)
Hope you have a blessed day...
Meant to add....dont feel like you are annoying...people without anxiety just dont get it...it is no big deal to them because they dont have it...I remember a day when i didnt have it and I met someone who did...now I understand what I didnt then...I would have been soo much more compassionate ;)
It\'s really nice to hear I\'m not alone. :/ yes if u find the answer do tell!!! :)
It\'s so frustrating nothing bad has ever happened to me like there is ppl out there with hard lives who strong enough to push through anxiety and panic and yet here I am with such a great life and yet can\'t enjoy it because of anxiety. It\'s quite mind boggling !