I know, I know don't feel sorry for myself.

Everyone tells me not to play the victim or sit around feeling sorry for myself because it's not productive and it doesn't help me move forward. I don't know what to say to them when they tell me this. I mean I feel used, robbed, cheated, abandoned, and left for dead.
Sometimes I compare myself to those baby animals they raise in captivity somewhere there to help with their needs and love them and play with them and their so comfortable and happy then.......BAM they wake up and they are being thrown out into the wilderness a big scary jungle and being told "Now go fend for yourself". I guess today i'm feeling cheated. Cheated out of a life that he promised to make better, a life I worked 2 jobs to support him and put him through school, and still managed to raise 3 kids. Never missing a soccer game, pta meeting or christmas play. Why does he get the choice to throw all of our lives in an uproar. Why does HE GET TO DO THAT!!!! It's not right.
I have to go today and find a storage unit to put half the house in because it's not going to fit in the crappy apartment I have to get now. This just SUCKS!!!!!