I know i have siad this before
But the crazy monthly cycle of emotions is well CRAZY!!!!! So it starts out with day dreaming for about the 2 weeks leading up to ovulation. With looking at the calander and finding out when you will be due. To counting down towards ovulation. Then its like 5 days of DTD. Followed by actually thinking it worked. You spend the first week of the 2ww with hope and excitement and positive out look. You are hopefull and happy and thinking about how you will tell people. Then the last week in the 2ww hits and you start doubting. You loose hope and feel sad. Then you test and if you are me you test alot. you try to hold off and sometime you do for a few days but you always test at least a few days early. Then AF shows up and you are sad and cry and feel numb inside for a few days then you get on the roller coaster again and start all over.
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You said it very well. That roller coaster is awful......
It\'s a vicious cycle. It\'s a crappy hand that we\'ve all been dealt. I daydream about how I will tell DH all the time. I dream that I show up at his business with a book of baby names. I hope one day to be able to surprise him. Please don\'t lose hope. Don\'t ever lose hope. That\'s one thing that nobody can ever take away from us. xoxo
Know the feeling all too well! It never gets easier but the journey is worth it!